Thursday, December 10, 2009

Snow Days

Well, it has been WAY too long since I have written on my blog and I have had 2 1/2 snow days and a lot has been on my mind so I thought I would share some of it. I have had a lot of free time the past 2 1/2 days and much of it was used to clean and just be lazy and relax which I don't do enough. I have also had some time to spend with God and do my devotions, which I don't do enough of. I have been in a serious relationship with my boyfriend for the past 8 months, almost 9 now and I have neglected blogging and spending alone time with God on a regular basis. I try to but it is so hard when I have 2 jobs and a boyfriend that I want to spend time with. There are also friends that I spend time with and I wonder where all my time goes and where my priorities are. My life and relationship with Chris are centered around God but I rarely take alone time with God. Just me and God.

I was able to sit down today and think about this and realize that I have not been letting the Holy Spirit guide my life as I should be. The last chapter of the devotional book that Chris and I are studying together was on The Spirit. I have realized more than ever today that I need to continue to give control to God so the Spirit can work in me and through me. As I was sitting here doing my devotions I got a picture of God and me in a car and God said, "Let me drive" so I moved over into the passenger seat and followed his lead while he was driving. It was a beautiful picture. I pray that all who read this would evaluate your own lives in this area. I know many struggle in this area and pray that we would all take a step back and give the control back to God and let His Spirit guide us and lead us through life so that we can bring honor and glory to God who has perfect plans for us.

It is hard when I am struggling to just let go of trying to find a solution. Obviously we need to be prayful in these tough situations but not try to control it. There were two amazing prayers in my devotions for this week that I want to share with each of you.

"Lord, I cannot live this Christian life on my own. I need You to live it through me today. Thank You that You have placed Your Spirit in my heart. Empower me right now to passionately live a life that would bring honor to you."

"Lord, I need you today. I need your strength, Your power, and Your comfort. I cannot make it without You. Fill me with Your Spirit. Lead me today in all the decisions I have to make. Help me run from the things in my flie that bring dishonor to Your name and bring me down as well. Thank You for this fresh touch. In Jesus' name. Amen."

These are going to be my daily prayers. I already feel more peace right now about things I am struggling with because of this time spent with God. It is funny how much even just an hour or two or even 5 minutes can affect your mood, relationships, and outlook on life.

Thank you Lord for always pursuing us even when we are not following you the way we should. AMEN!

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